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In this issue:

• Interview with The "Great" Kat - Part 2

• Interview with Robin of Mysticum

• Greetings to all

• Interview with Eric Clayton of Saviour Machine

• "UNDER THE INFLUENCE"

• Finding Mikey

• Interview with Rev. Vincent Crowley of Acheron

• Interview with SynnLeaha Satana Satan's Sweet Slavery 'Zine

• Interview with Runhild of Thorr's Hammer

• Interview with Julia of Arrows of Malice

• Interview with Deaden/Von

• Interview with Eva O

• Interview with Bill Zebub of The Grimoire of Exalted Deeds

• NOT CHRISTIAN ENOUGH!!

• "I Was A Catholic School Girl!"

• Interview with Daemon of Limbonic Art

• Interview with artist JB

• Interview with Dani of Cradle of Filth

• "The Demon Called False Love"

• Interview with Sherri Luckey Watters of Wedding Party

• Interview with Doug Van Pelt of HM Magazine

• Interview with Angelkill

• Interview with Bart of Sinister

• Interview with Christer and Peter of Extol

• "I Love You, So Now We Can Have Sex"

Interview with Deprive

• "Regret"

• Interview with Nyk E. of Possession

• Interview with Giordano Bruno (The Prince of Agony) of Evol

• Interview with Candy Cane of Rackets and Drapes

• Interview with Tourniquet

• Interview with King Diamond

• Interview with Abel Gomez of Lament

• Final Words

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"Regret"
I'm 47, and I lay here thinking about my life. What I've done and who I've done it to. All the souls I've swallowed and all the flesh I tasted.

Where did it all lead?

I remember having sex for the first time, and how I just wanted to continue my quest for pleasure with all sorts of people. I'm bi-sexual you see. I just wanted the sex for the experience, the thrill. But where did it all lead?

I think about all the people I infested because of my own selfish desires, the lust. I look at future generations having to worry about this epidemic, and I feel for them.

I'm lying here in a bed, infected with H.I.V., and all I can think of is all the people that are lying next to me because of the same reason; carnal pleasure.

I have so much anger for the person who gave me this disease, but why? Are we not in control of our own actions? Who's to blame, the person who gave it to me, or I, who didn't think about the consequences? And where did it all lead?

Not thinking or caring about the consequences, just as long as I released this force inside of me. Why didn't I have more self control? Why didn't I care? Why didn't I think?

I lay here and think about all the people I infected, and think about all the people they are infesting as I die; not caring; not thinking; generation, after generation, after generation.

Where and when will it all end? So I say to myself again, laying here and dwelling in this hell; where did it all lead? To a slow death and nothing but regret.

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TOM FOOLERY

MORBID ANGEL

DANNY LILKER OF S.O.D., NUCLEAR ASSAULT, HEMLOCK, ETC.

NACHTLIEDER

EXODUS

DIMMU BORGIR

SAMAEL

LACUNA COIL

HYPOCRISY

ANTHRAX

ELLA BLAME

BARREN CROSS

WOODBOX GANG

ATHEIST

AGNOSTIC FRONT

PATRICK OF PESTILENCE

GWAR

TOURETTES SYNDROME

ELEPHANTRONIC

STOLEN BABIES

BLEED THE SKY

BRIAN (HEAD) WELCH (FORMERLY OF KORN)

ANNIHILATE THE HERO

SOLITUDE AETURNUS

JASON GRAY

PSYCROPTIC

IMMOLATION

WHO ARE WE TO JUDGE

THE ARROGANCE OF CHRISTIANITY

COMPLAINING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL PART III - THE ADVENTURES OF MOSHIN MIKE

SEX, DRUGS, BOOZE, AND METAL, MAN!!

COMPLAINING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL

CAFFEINE

COMPLAINING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL PART II - MONSTER MASSIVE 2006

EXHORDER VS PANTERA

COMPLAINING LIKE A LITTLE GIRL PART IV - DANTES PLUS TIESTO PLUS V.I.P. = V-ERY I-GNORANT P-EOPLE

DIVIDED WE STAND